Saturday, October 25, 2008

Day 67

Well today is a big day. My best attempt was 81 days without pornography and I've had two attempts come to an end at exactly 67 days. So if I make it through today then this will officially become my second best attempt.

I'm raising the stakes a little bit. If I open a pornography page, I'll give away $20.

My urges are strong. It's difficult to stay away from pornography. My main motivation is just avoiding the accountability I've set up. I don't want to get professional help and I don't want to give away any of the little money that I have.

I'm proud of myself for making it this far. I'm starting to feel like I'm moving forward and towards the life I want to live.

Again though... this is becoming a struggle.

The fact that I've been suffering from fatigue for the last few weeks hasn't helped.

Despite these challenges I'm thinking I'm going to make it to 100.

I haven't been pursuing girls lately. I don't have the energy for it.


  1. Good to see you are still going strong, staying in the fight!

    If money is a problem I invite you to get Covenant Eyes accountability software and join their hardship program. We offer it for free for those who can't afford it.

  2. No but thanks for following and showing support. It means a lot.