Thursday, October 23, 2008

Day 65

STRONG urges for pornography.

I'm suffering from fatigue for whatever reason and it's been like two weeks and I'm still not better.

I've decided to take a break from my second job in order to recover a bit.

I'm aggravated as hell. I don't really have any girls that I'm seeing and I feel like my odds of getting laid are next to zero...


I feel like just caving and looking at porn to make myself feel better.... I know that in the long run that looking at pornography won't make me feel better though... I might feel good for like a half hour and then I'll feel miserable...

NO, I'm going to push on and do things that will REALLY help with my problems. I'm lonely right now so I'm going to go call people and try to connect with actual people instead of feeling sorry for myself.

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