Monday, September 01, 2008

Day 13

Blah

I went out to approach girls today because I only have today and Thursday off work and I didn't do it.

I felt crappy and tired and I couldn't muster up the courage to go for it.

I feel way disappointed.

I really want to pick myself up... So much of this socializing crap is about momentum... It's like once you have a few successes, you start feeling good and that feeling just attracts people to you... and if you have a few crappy occurances like I have lately, you start feeling down and people move away from you.

BLEH

The whole no masturbation thing is out the window this last week too. I don't think I went without masturbation for more than 2 days...

Right now I'm not sure if I want to even try for this week cause I just feel stressed out.

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