Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Day 66 (34 days to go)

I've hit serious urges to look at porn.

Now is a good time to go over the reasons why I want to quit.

1. I WANT to build relationships with women. I have a hard time doing this and pornography is like the easy way out. It's the bandaide fix for loneliness and I'm tired of it.

2. Because it takes up a lot of time and doesn't add anything of value to my life.

3. It drains my energy... Sitting around masturbating to pornography leaves me feeling hollow and unmotivated to do just about anything.

I just had a frustrating trading session (I'm training to be a day trader) and I'm just so angry I came really close to looking at porn the last 2 nights and I'm just so fed up with pornography... I don't want it in my life and yet I'm so drawn to it sometimes.

Screw pornography.

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