Thursday, January 10, 2008

Day 12

All is well. I'm busy with the new quarter at college starting and I have been releasing my intention to quit porn most mornings and at night.

I think there are two components that are helping me quit right now. One is that we're in a new year and I made a commitment to make this a year without pornography. The other is that I have been building my desire to quit through meditation almost every night. These two things are the foundation of what I am doing.

I've had a few temptations to look at porn. This stemmed from my attempts recently to not masturbate as much. I want a stronger sex drive because it gives me more energy and desire for my other goals like school but when I don't masturbate my desire for pornography increases as well. So I am trying to moderate.

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