Day 9

Normally I would say that I'm going strong right now but I will reframe from using that phraising because it implies that quitting porn has some sort of momentum to it. Like if you feel good for a week, you're gonna feel pretty good the next day no matter what but that is just not the case. I've gone a month before without an urge and then one day I'll get hit by a really strong urge that puts an end to that stretch of consecutive days without porn.

That said, it's been 9 days and I feel good today. I'm back at college and it's good to be back. I'm getting a lot done and I feel healthy and productive. I said this before and I'll say it again, being home with my parents brought back a lot of bad habits and feelings and it feels good to be away from all of that.

So... thats all I have to say... onwards to day 365!

EDIT: oh yeah I just wanted to admit that I didn't do those NLP exercises I was talking about in the last post but I will definitely do them once I start feeling some stronger urges.