Day 51

My success so far is greatly the result of this blog and the NLP technique I used on the first day. Where did I find these things? That's all dependent on my strong desire to find something more fulfilling then spending hours looking at pornography. When you desire something strong enough, you realize infinite ability to fulfill it.

I've realized the power of changing my beliefs and being open-minded about finding a better way to go through life. The information necessary to get whatever you want is already out there. The paths are carved. It all comes down to how badly you want it. For the next 3 days, I'll be finishing a drawing that I started over a year ago and on top of that I'm dedicating 5 hours each day to examining my fears and behaviors and changing them in an attempt to move forward.

Friday is my 21st birthday. The decisions and actions I make now will have an exponential effect on the rest of my life. I want to look back on this time and be impressed with my forsight, determination, and success.

Christmas was day 50, hurray for going 50 days without pornography! I've gone 3 or 4 days without masturbating. I feel empowered...