Day 48

Coming up on 50 days without porn. I'm really proud of myself about this. I consider it a major achievement and I'll be happy to know I'll be going into the next year with one less unsatisfying distraction in my life.

Not much has happened around dating. I've NLPed some fears I have and it worked but I've found that my motivation for pursuing girls is low cause I have so many other things I'm thinking about.

Even though I'm horny from not masturbating, I just don't seem to care to put any effort into pursuing girls when my other goals need so much work.