Monday, September 29, 2008

Day 41

I've made it another 10 days.... so here we are at day 41.

I haven't talked much about this but I'm training to be a day trader and tomorrow is the first day in a long time that I'm going to be trading with real money (up til now I've been trading fake money as practice).

It should add some stress and it'll be up to me to find ways to reduce that extra stress.

It'll definitely add to the challenge of this...

I feel confident of success though.

I felt some loneliness earlier and that turned into desire for pornography but I just let it fade.


  1. Are you going to be trying to quit porn and masturbating all your life? I don't remember if I ever shared this with you: Masturbation Saves Lives. Even if you quit porn, to lessen your chance of having prostate cancer you should have 21 ejaculations a month.

  2. I've heard about that. I don't plan to quit masturbation or ejaculating on a regular basis. I'd prefer to be having sex than to be masturbating but if thats not happening then I'll still be ejaculating... no worries. haha