Day 20

I'm having a hard time with motivating myself to go out and meet girls when I'm by myself. When I joined up with the guys on the weekend it was a lot easier but I want to get over that and be able to do it on my own.

I had major urges for pornography today. This is the beginning of the 3rd week of no masturbation wednesday-through-sunday and I think the idea of going 5 days without sexual release prompted the urges. I came close to caving.

I came up with the idea of saying hi to 50 strangers this week, to get me out and more social and to make a baby step towards getting back into the habit of approaching girls.

Next week I'll start 10 conversations with strangers...
The week after, 10 conversations with hot girls...
The week after, more conversations with girls, and asking for phone numbers 10 times.

I also want to start facing my fears everyday. If I'm afraid to do something and I know it won't physically harm me... GO FOR IT.