Day 6

No urges for porn WHATSOEVER...I think to myself, "why?"

Why \? Why don't I have any urges today?

ME: Because I feel pretty good and I'm looking forward to stuff.

Crazy 3rd person: But what happens if you're not feeling good one day? Are you going to break down again and look at porn?

ME: You know its possible that one of the 21,000 days I have left on this planet is going to be bad but I feel confident that I don't want to look at porn and that I have the skills and determination to fight off depressed thoughts and feelings that seem to screw things up.

Crazy 3rd person: Oh yeah?! well you're a herk! ... ya, ya,,, your stupid.. mr....... mr jerk face


And then things just go downhill from there. I should really be more kind towards myself. ;)