Day 30

One day til month one. I tell you.... to be working and going to school right now and to not have porn as a means of relieving stress is a challenge to say the least.

I've been masturbating and yet I'm still sexually frustrated. I think I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself to approach girls and it's just aggrivating if anything.

I've thought about not dating but that's too much like saying "well this is hard so I'm gonna isolate myself instead." I've been talking to some people who I've only considered acquantances (No I'm not willing to look up how to spell that) and I'm getting closer to those people which is cool.