Friday, September 22, 2006

Day 24


Well I've looked at some forums again. I don't want to do this anymore... It has lead me to porn in the past and it's still using the computer as a means of getting turned on.

I still have this aggrivation, frustration, anxiety thing going.... although now that I think of it, the anxiety is somewhat subsiding but stress is still high.

Sometimes i feel like throwing my chair at the wall. Now I feel bad for addicts. I haven't been putting much work into my goals and I'd like to blame it on my quitting porn but more important than that I have to take responsibility and move forward. No matter how I'm feeling I need to put more effort into my admission essays and my school work. I can't let this interfere with my life... It's just an excuse.

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