Day 18

HA, there's definitely a relationship between how lonely I feel and my urge to look at porn. It seems that I may have used porn as a means of relieving feelings of loneliness.

I suppose the best remedy to fill that void is to call a friend instead. Then again I don't know how willing I am to call a friend and tell them that I'm horny and need support...

I looked at some sex forums last night or the night before after feeling strong urges. I don't count that as looking at porn but looking at forums tempts me to look at porn and that's not good. I accept responsibility for this. It's unacceptable. I know that looking at sex forums will mess things up and I'm choosing not to do it.