Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Update

My pornography use is low yet still present. I may look 2 times a week or so. I found a job. I start tomorrow. The anticipation of whether or not I will be able to keep it in these uncertain times has kept me a little on edge. I'm working out what I'd like to do with my life by setting up some goals and I'm getting plenty of support from my girlfriend.

Once things get rolling with my job I may attempt to quit again.

I don't like to procrastinate with quitting pornography by making it conditional and I want to be able to stay clean of pornography no matter what is going on in my life but I simply am not skilled enough at dealing with stress to be able to quit pornography while I'm out of work. It is certainly something that I want to learn though.

2 comments:

  1. Dude..do keep updating im counting days like you as well currently so you motivate yourself through writing this blog and me reading it..actually you know im a reader of this blog in 2008 and stop in 2009..never thought im seeing this blog again haha,Quitting Porn is so hard right!anyway whats yr age?sry for asking but no one know you here :D

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  2. I'm 23, thanks for commenting and stirring me to post again.

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