Day 49

BLAHHH

So I went on a date today and everything was cool and I was thinking "okay I'm finally going to get some sex and be a little less tempted to look at porn" then she tells me shes celibate.

LAME

I really thought things were gonna happen... specially since she approached me... but thats not what was in the cards so screw it.

sigh

I did something good tonight... after the date, my roommate came by with this new girl he's been seeing and I just got struck by this intense feeling of ENVY after my date with miss celibate...

And then I was left just feeling lonely... and this is when I'm most tempted to look at pornography but I didn't...

instead I called up friends and family until I found someone who would listen to me complain and just let it out and now I feel better.