Thursday, November 29, 2007

Day 5

I'm in a fight with the girl I'm seeing. It's rough. Finals are in 2 weeks. I'm in a bad mood and I'm angry and I'm tired.

I've been meditating and for the last few days I've been saying something along the lines of "I desire never to look at porn again" when i find my mind clear. So far it's helping me resist the urges... like right now.

The girl I'm seeing said that everyone has a pacifier... she said hers is cuddling... mine is pornography. Or at least it was and now I'm trying to piece together a new one.

So far the art thing is ... going ... well i guess. I've done one painting and I'm gonna do another one right now before going to bed. my camera is working again so maybe I'll post them.

No comments:

Post a Comment