Friday, November 03, 2006

Day 66

I want to find some way of at least feeling like I'm going to get laid. As it is now, I'm looking at sex forums and I'm extremely tempted to look at porn.

With the stress of school, work, and applications to college, I find it hard to relax and have a good time with women and so I haven't really gotten anywhere with anyone. This has led to this feeling that I should hold off til my applications are done at the end of the month but I don't know if I can hold out that long without looking at porn when this feeling that I'm not gonna get any action is lingering in the back of my mind.

I've gotta make it a goal to relax a bit and approach some girls just to keep my spirits up.

EDIT: Let's not forget that one of the purposes of quitting was to motivate me to enjoy women more. Not pursuing women defeats one of the purposes in quitting porn. I must find ways to feel neutral however. Being stressed out and getting rejected or going through other emotional stages of dating is detrimental to my grades and my other goals.

EDIT # 2: BTW, THAT'S ENOUGH SEX FORUMS. I'm DONE..... I will solve the issues behind this so that it is no longer a problem.

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