Saturday, June 11, 2011

Day 11 Without Pornography

I've realized something. I have tried a few times to sort of just let go and let God make decisions for me. It doesn't work. Maybe that sounds stupid but it was an honest experiment. I can rely on God to provide guidance but I can't give up my decisions or control to God. I can accept God as an authority that means well for me and I can serve or follow guidance but I can't completely step back and just watch...

I have been very productive and calm these past 11 days. Things are going well. I'm a little disappointed that I'm not asking God for guidance as much as I'd like to. I thought it would become a habit in every moment but it hasn't. It's going to take work.

I haven't looked at any sex related stuff on the internet since my last post about sex forums.

Yeah, things are going well.

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