Day 18

BLeh

So I managed to approach girls when I was hanging out with friends during the weekend but today I went out twice by myself and I couldn't get up the nerve.

Disappointing but I'm going to work at it.

I didn't feel much desire for porn today. Of course today was the first day in 5 days that I allowed myself to masturbate so that might be why my desire was lower.

I'm such an introvert... talking to people and to girls is way out of my comfort zone but I feel great once I get past all my bull and just do it... Of course you get people who act rude and mean but thats nothing compared to what I do to myself when I'm in the wrong mindset.

Anyways I got to get up early tomorrow for work...

Good stuff, I feel like I'm on the right path...