Day 12 (88 days to go)

Almost to 2 weeks.

My sex drive is strong. I talked to a girl on the bus ride to work. She hesitated when I asked her out at her stop so I gave her my number. So I'm not expecting much to happen with that but I'm happy that I had the balls to talk to her.

I haven't masturbated in 3 days... I'm not getting much sleep, going to bed at 11 and waking up at 6:30. That's 7 and a half hours of sleep when I'm used to getting 9. Having a stronger sex drive keeps me going though.

My urges for porn are weak right now but I've definitely felt them this last week particularly when I'm frustrated about not socializing enough.

I feel good about that right now though cause I approached a girl last night and I'm going to work in a few hours.

I have plans to hang with my ex-gf tomorrow and that day-trader guy.

Things are going pretty well. I work this weekend but next week I'm going to begin my search for an apartment.

I'm also reading a book on how to stay in the present and its pretty good.

What would it be like if there was no before or after this moment?